Not My Most Elegant Day, But Here We Are ꕥ – Daily Journal 3rd July 2025

If today had a sound, it would be a soft “ugh” followed by a nervous laugh and a Lana Del Rey bridge.

I woke up with my hair doing that thing where it looks like I’ve fought off a thunderstorm in my sleep. I also somehow managed to knock over my water bottle and step on my own slipper within the first five minutes of consciousness. Graceful start.

Threw on mismatched socks and got some water like it was going to fix my entire personality. Spoiler: it didn’t. But it did feel like a small win.

Mid-morning, I tried to sit down and “be productive,” but instead I spiraled into a 20-minute mental debate about whether or not I should dye my hair, start a new side hustle, or move to the countryside and raise goats. Classic.

Afternoon brought some peace – I went for a walk with no headphones. Just me, the breeze, and the faint sound of someone aggressively mowing their lawn. Honestly, it helped. I forget how many answers live in silence. Or at least how much calmer I feel when I stop trying to narrate every moment of my life in my head.

I didn’t achieve anything wildly impressive today. I didn’t post anything. Didn’t meal prep. Didn’t finally fold that pile of laundry giving me the side-eye from the corner.

But I did laugh. I did breathe. I did take a photo of the sky that made me feel like maybe I don’t need to have it all together to be doing just fine.


Today’s unexpected truth: You can be a little unhinged and still be aligned.

With cuddles and hugs,

TJ 𐚁

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